Today I HAD forced myself that do not delay anything and settle all stuff quickly and perfectly.I have a nice beginning of the day.I CARRY ON MY PLAN SMOOTHLY and it is feeling well.I also try to make myself concentrate when teachers are teaching.But I fail to do it.I felt that I do not believe the teacher.It is BAD.

Am I look like depressed or emo when I ''zip'' my mouth???And am I look so quiet or hostile??Or the 1 bully by other??I do not know.But I guess they think in this way that is what I dislike.I just want to make myself calm and concentrate when I SEEM DO NOT LIKE TO TALK.

Today seems like not a good day for me.Actually there are the 2 things that make me feel uncomfortable.I feel unsecure when meet such situation.Really..I really FEAR.I questioning in my brain.Many things had flow through my mind.Like oxidation.INCIDENT=UNCOMFORTABLE+SAD.I do not know what is my image on stand.Or did i do anything make them mad??

eReally.I felt that I am ''emerg+ing''.The words that I saw ytd in newspaper make me feel more relief from the doom.It appears suddenly.SUddenly.I am able to look the thing that happened around me more clearly and IN POSITIVE WAY at that moment.Hopefully..it will stay overnight and nights.